2009.
Måtte det bli ett bra år.
Det känns...
tomt.
konstigt.
underligt.
konstigt.
underligt.
And I was your anger
And you were my fear
And now that it's over
Of course it's so clear
But you were no angel
And I was no sin
Somehow I can't let it go
I can't let it go
And laughter is my soul's release
But we're not smiling anymore
And can't we try to win this peace
'Cause we're never gonna win
Never gonna win this war
And you were my fear
And now that it's over
Of course it's so clear
But you were no angel
And I was no sin
Somehow I can't let it go
I can't let it go
And laughter is my soul's release
But we're not smiling anymore
And can't we try to win this peace
'Cause we're never gonna win
Never gonna win this war
Bilder från förr.
"just say yes"
Åh. Sex and the city var precis vad jag behövde nu. Tack och lov att jag har boxen, finns alltid ett passande avsnitt att se.
It got me thinking...
Kanske det är dax att släppa taget om det förflutna, våga se framåt, se vad mina möjligheter är, se vad jag egentligen vill.
Måste vara realistisk. Livet blir inte alltid som man tänkt sig...
It got me thinking...
Kanske det är dax att släppa taget om det förflutna, våga se framåt, se vad mina möjligheter är, se vad jag egentligen vill.
Måste vara realistisk. Livet blir inte alltid som man tänkt sig...
I min rosa MP:3 om nätterna...
Danny- Radio
Takida- Handlake village
The Killers- Human
Kylie Minogue- The one
Kate Perry- Hot n cold
The Guru Josh Project- Infinity
Dido- Don't believe in love
Jordin Sparks- TattooTakida- Handlake village
Keane- The lovers are losing
ABBA- The winner takes it allThe Killers- Human
Kylie Minogue- The one
Kate Perry- Hot n cold
The Guru Josh Project- Infinity
Fastna inte i det förflutna.
Gå vidare Pernilla!
"I dreamed I was drowning
In the river Thames
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin
Slipped away from your open hands
Into the river
Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past and I saw my future
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I was watching
The young lover's dance
I reached out to touch your hand
But I was watching from a distance
We cling to love like a skidding car
Clinched to the corner
I try to hold on to what we are
The more I squeeze the quicker we all are
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing at all)
I dreamed I had nothing at all
You take the pieces of the dreams that you had
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But in the final reckoning
We're trying
The lovers are losing"
In the river Thames
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin
Slipped away from your open hands
Into the river
Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past and I saw my future
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I was watching
The young lover's dance
I reached out to touch your hand
But I was watching from a distance
We cling to love like a skidding car
Clinched to the corner
I try to hold on to what we are
The more I squeeze the quicker we all are
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing at all)
I dreamed I had nothing at all
You take the pieces of the dreams that you had
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But in the final reckoning
We're trying
The lovers are losing"
Samma låt. Samma dag.
"I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules"
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules"
Dido- nya albumet på repeat
"If I don't believe in love
Nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love
You're too close to me
And that's why
You have to leave"
Nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love
You're too close to me
And that's why
You have to leave"
...
"But there's always someone out there who'll be there for you
There is always someone out there who'll care for you
There's always someone out there who'll be true, true, true
Hold on, hold on, be strong
Love can go away forever if you push it
And you have to remember don't rush it
If it ain't right it is wrong"
There is always someone out there who'll care for you
There's always someone out there who'll be true, true, true
Hold on, hold on, be strong
Love can go away forever if you push it
And you have to remember don't rush it
If it ain't right it is wrong"
Everybody's changing
"Det är bättre
att ha älskat och förlorat
än att inte ha älskat alls"
att ha älskat och förlorat
än att inte ha älskat alls"
"Änglarna ger oss hopp och tro"
Luciafirande i kyrkan idag. Alla spår på lågstadiet gick till kyrkan för att se treornas luciatåg. De var så söta och sjöng så fint. Men när jag sitter och lyssnar så känner jag hur tårarna fylls upp i ögonen.
Kanske för att det påminner om när jag själv var med i Luciatågen? Kanske för att jag var i kyrkan? Kanske för att jag vet att denna lucia blir olik alla andra, att denna jul blir olik alla tidigare jular? Kanske för de som idag inte finns med oss? Kanske för de som finns men inte vill finnas med?
Tårar rann nerför kinderna.
Kanske för att det påminner om när jag själv var med i Luciatågen? Kanske för att jag var i kyrkan? Kanske för att jag vet att denna lucia blir olik alla andra, att denna jul blir olik alla tidigare jular? Kanske för de som idag inte finns med oss? Kanske för de som finns men inte vill finnas med?
Tårar rann nerför kinderna.
Dagens känsla.
Saknad!
....
För mig finns du inte mer.
Du är borta.
Och den du är nu- vet jag inte vem det är.
Nu är du bara ett skal av den du en gång var.
Du är borta.
Och den du är nu- vet jag inte vem det är.
Nu är du bara ett skal av den du en gång var.
Det är bara så orättvist.
Men vi ska fixa det här!
Stupid phone!
3 AM,
honey where´ve you been?
cell turned off I waited here
by the phone again
just like last night
Think I can
sort of understand
what your life´s like
all new friends
all the parties and
how you win them
3 AM, now it´s 3AM
Will not let my sadness show
how the tension grows
miss you so and
I pretend
I can feel your hands
and arms around me
trying to fall asleep again
sleep again it´s 3 AM
3 AM, soon the day will break
your voice so close
your lips are so far away
and our words they
fly around across the ocean and
disappearing somewhere over New Foundland
"Oh I love you"
3 AM, now it´s 3 AM
when will you be back again
and do you think we can
keep our love for ever more?
did we let it go?
Or Is it still beautiful?
Do we care at all?
Lost again at 3 AM
3 AM
Spelat lite piano idag...
Ta mina händer
och gör mig hel
ta mitt hjärta
ta min själ
och gör mig hel
ta mitt hjärta
ta min själ
----
"I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground..."
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground..."
...
Tystnaden säger mer än 1000 ord.
Kan jag
glömma och gå vidare?
Kanske man ska börja lyssna på vad man själv vill...
"Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
And we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
And someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way"
We'll be lookin' back on everything
And we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
And someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way"
